Hey everybody,

So I was going through my boyfriends books and I came across this vegan cookbook and I was like this is amazing; simple, easy and looks better than some vegetarian recipes.

So I wanted to start cooking those recipes and he was like “baby why don’t you do the whole cookbook like julie and julia” I though that is pretty cool, perfect idea to get me be vegan.

I also thought I should start recording my journey with cooking these recipes.

What you think people out there? Would you be interested to see or read something like that?

Love or Hook Ups

Love or Hook Ups

I wrote this one year ago; I was so afraid to publish it. I am taking the risk and publishing it. So enjoy and please I let people know that not everyone fits in the same basket this is an observation from my experience.

Where love stand, in the age of one night stands and hookups?

People asked why is so difficult to find love?

I believe that in the age we are living on for young people is more important to have sex and have more sexual partners rather that feel something extraordinary. I myself believed that being emotionally unavailable is the best thing I could do.

1. I will not get hurt

2. I will do as I please

3. I will focus on me and my career

I will tell you tho every time I said that, I was heartbroken and miserable. Being emotionally unavailable is harder than you think.

In that time, I gained  experience and learnt people are not as nice as they say and they have their motives to take advantage of you and your beliefs.

I am now 23 years old in a respectful relationship that I was seeking deep down.

So now, I am simply an observer of other people in my age and sadly I see a lot of things that disappoints me.

1. They go out to hook up and not to have fun.

2.  They are looking men or women as sex objects with no respect.

3.  Having sex unprotected and that cause not only pregnancy’s but also sexual diseases.

There are of course exceptions and I do not put everyone in the same basket.

The media support’s all of that, being ridiculous and seek unimportant things. So this is where I come and say, love is dying because of that. Being emotionally unavailable, makes us block every good action in our lives or makes us wonder is it actually true? Or that person is being nice because he/she wants something?

We wonder, but life goes on and we focus on things such as the future rather than the present. Love is unexpected you can’t plan it or fake till you make it.



Youtube is my drug when I start can’t stop I can spend hours watching without realising how many videos I am going through.

I usually start oh my favourite YouTuber has uploaded a video and then it just starts from one video to another and I always end my videos with Jimmy Fallon. He is awesome and funny.

Almost at the end of November and I feel like “oh my god please end, I need a break from writing from Nablopomo.

Secretly I love it tho.

The outsider

The outsider

The Outsiders

I always was one of those kids that never had a lot of friends and when I did tried to keep them. In the “pack” everyone was stealing my mojo; I was terrible at jobs and people found other cool kids to hang.

I have heard so many excuses of people not wanting to be my friend. The best was: you are so happy and you love colour and I don’t .

I was like are you serious this is not the reason to say I don’t want to be your friend.

This is one example of the craziness in my life and people made me feel an outsider.

Nowadays, when a cool person is next to me I disappear from the image or I am actually interesting and they try to take me out from the picture.

Anyways, feeling sorry for is the end 🙂

Stay awesome people.

What I ate in a day

What I ate in a day

I love and hate those videos because I see how much they eat and the only thing I can think of is; why do you have so much time to eat? Do you even work? I forget to eat during the day because I am so busy.

Honestly, I want to adapt again the habit of eating every half an hour and not to starve myself, but to organise myself needs an effort 😛

Do you ever wonder if those people have an actual job and that doesn’t include making videos for a living.




Wicked Witch Of The North

Wicked Witch Of The North

The Wicked witch of the north, is the evil close to me. She is around me every other day. The witch is mean, unreasonable and everybody calls her boss.

She becomes The wicked witch of the North when she is working only. She can’t let go of control and her jealousy of other people doing the right thing bugs her. So she tells us off. She is bitter and mean and she doesn’t understand that her green face makes us unhappy.

One day she won’t have monkeys (employs) to serve her unreasonable demands.

Everybody sees her for who she really is.