Passive-agressive

I hate passive aggressive tactic, honestly lets everybody grow some balls and have a conversation or a fight. I hate that shit, I be angry at you and have a grumpy face, but I am not telling you. What the actual Duck, grow up people. Like I am going to be angry and smash everything while the other person is nearby, and shout when they gone or throw the fruit out.

Whatever, lets all grow up and start respecting the space and the rules and stop having double standards and lets talk about how f*cked off we are with each and let’s get over this passive aggressive sh*t.

If you had any situation like this let me know how you dealt it with!

stay awesome humans!

PS that was an angry post sorry 🙂

Loss Of Indentity

In some point, everyone lost their identity.

Don’t you think so?

I have, in one point of my life I didn’t know who I was, what I was representing.

I think losing one part of me made me realise to find a new one, a better one. I had a good talk with myself, that’s right I am really interesting to talk to.  Anyway I realised that I was lying to myself for a long time and my identity was formed based what others and society wanted me to do, but now I proudly could say my identity is more formed and I don’t care about the box, circle or triangle that everyone tries to place me.

Myself is important and in order to sustain it I need to do the things are important to me.

The question is WHO ARE YOU?

NO, REALLY WHO ARE YOU?

tell me have you lost your identity? did you find it?

It’s hard to reach to yourself nowadays with so many influences, try to reach and ask WHO AM I?

and tell me.

I am an awkward, uncoordinated, weird person that does things that most people with my qualities would stay at home. I challenge myself every day.

LIEBSTER AWARD- Got nominated, my turn now

Hello humans of the world,

I got great news I got nominated for Liebster award, how awesome is that! I am Super excited for that, I would like to thank the person you did it A thought of a mind.

So I woke up today and checked my phone and I saw WordPress notifications and I thought men I haven’t posted for ages, feeling a little guilty for not having anything to post for a while. So When I saw the nomination I started jumping up and down from joy. Never thought someone would like my blog so much that will nominate me. So it is my turn to nominate and answer questions.

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So here it goes I am answering the questions now:)

  1. Which three people have inspired you the most in your life and how?

My Mum, she is awesome, I can’t describe how brilliant she is not only she taught me valuable things in life, but the things she did in her life is amazing.

My grandma, she had a rough patch in her life, but she is a rock in my life. Every time I  am in dilemma I think of her and her advice, she is in my mind every day inspiring me to be the best.

A Youtuber ( Ana Akana) She is an inspiration because she is making her dreams come true, she doesn’t wait a fairy to grant them.

All those people grabbed life by the balls and said I can do this, and so can I.

What’s your best writing place and mood?

My best writing place is the living room or kitchen. I love it when people just disappear from the house and have it for myself. My mood, I would say that I write pretty awesome poems when I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown or crying my face off o. When I am happy I post photos 😛 and when I am stressed I write to relieve myself.

If you could dedicate your blog to someone, who would it be?

My friend Fouli :), she got a blog when we were teenagers and she showed me; I got so jealous that I did one too, but it turned out me to be the blogger and not her. So I thank her for opening me into a new world of writing.

Your best memory so far.

I am terrible for saying this, but the best memory so far when someone that I know called to the toilet and told me to get them underwear.

I asked: why did you shit your pants?

the answer was: yes

So funny moment still think of it when I am down.

What is the thing you hate the most?

Fake People.

What kind of quality do you expect to see in a person when you first meet him/her?

To like me when I have a total bitch face then I know they are awesome. Those people usually became my best friends 😛

5 things you badly want right now?

  1. Move Out
  2. Make dreams come true by going after them
  3. Study Applied writing
  4. Have my own house
  5. Have a dog

One of your worthy values you have learnt in your experience?

Never rely on others, be your own anchor.

Story behind your blog?

My blog name was different till one of my friends made me change it, so I thought Unpredictable Life would be good cause life is unpredictable and my writing too 🙂

Your worst nightmare or thought.

I conquer my nightmares or thoughts, but my worst is disappointing the people around so I work hard all them time not to.

Your views about the word “Positive”

There is no negative or positive everything is like a line going up and down everything is worth looking at with joy, everything is unpredictable so positive has to be there.

My questions:

1. Your craziest dream and why?

2. If you could have a superpower which one would you choose and why?

3. What’s your thought on free range eggs?

4. If you could go crazy on someone who would that be?

5. What it’s your thought on running if you don’t run then walking

6. binge watching or waiting like a common peasant week by week?

7. Greatest book you ever read?

8. If you could time travel where would you go?

9. Do you change recipes?

10.  DIY difficult or easy?

11. The evilest thing you did to someone else?

My nominees:

  1. The Misfits Closet
  2. Some dreams are forgotten, others are published help the author to keep their vision alive

  3. Amazing Sotra
  4. Lavender, Life and everything nice
  5. Focal Breeze

Being an artist

Being an artist is amazing and at the same time sucks!

1.I am not a pessimist on the contrary I am very much motivated to succeed in the art world. I have to admit I envy people that get that first luck, the publicity and then they are off to do more work because there offers or they are known for the first success and it’s easier to get into galleries.

2. Of course you can sell your artwork online, on art markets, and etc, but then the dilemma on how do I price my work because I know how much I want the piece, but people are always like WOW that’s expensive and you are like no its not, took me 3 full days to do one piece.

3. If you want to be an artist that does shows I think you just have to chase and create your own break! Don’t wait for others, rely on yourself.

In conclusion, I am happy to say that I chase my own path; I don’t wait to just happen and if people think that a piece of artwork is expensive that’s ok because there other people that may want to buy it.

here is one of my latest pieces

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I love my brother

So my brother is quite ill for a week or so and yesterday admitted to the hospital; he is ok he is out now, but I have a confession to make. I feel that I am a bad sister, because I didn’t go to see him at the hospital. So me and my dad had a talk about it last night and he asked me, why didn’t go. How would you feel if you were quite ill and no one came to see you from your family. So I decided to answer those questions.

I didn’t go and see him because I was scared; in my life everything is floating and me going there that meant I cared and I care a lot, but I have the issue with loss and I was scared that something bad would happen. So I ignored my instincts for visiting I pretended everything was fine.

On the second question If I was sick at hospital no matter how it would sound, I think that my family wouldn’t be there(my mum yes, but not anybody else).

So i wouldn’t feel anything because I don’t except something from them.

So today I went home on my break from Tech and told my brother that I really loved him and I apologised  that I don’t show it often.

Mind Block

Hello World,

As you might have noticed haven’t written things on my blog lately, but you be pleased that I am trying to write my essay for 1 week now and I cannot; by the way is due today!

instead I have been creating art! and reading articles and having small panic attacks.

I thought if I shared this with you I will be more motivated to finish my essay. It’s not even long is like 400-500 words, but my brain says nope you not writing anything related to your art.

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Surnames that you cannot pronounce

I love surnames that you cannot pronounce. Why may you ask? Well I always had difficult and still do with people pronouncing or writing my surname, but when I find a person surnames that not I cannot pronounce but also it doesn’t make sense reading it I laugh.

I do a victory dance in my mind and say YUSSSSSSS someone that suffers more than I do!

I know that seems mean; people tho that have difficult surname must think the same, right?

Please do say I am curious, do you do a victory dance too and laugh?