Since I started writing here and admitting obsessive thoughts and feelings I started feeling a little better than before. That insanity feeling that I had about a month ago is gone.
Talking with my friends and family made me realise that those feelings were normal because it’s not just me feeling the world is going to collapse on top of my head. There are so many people out there that have the anxiety and these strange times.
I would like to say that you are not alone feeling insane all the time and have those feelings. Also, would like to make sure that you know it is ok to feel insane. we are humans and we are entitled to not feeling okay all the time, absolutely normal not to feel happy and cheery there are other feelings that exist not just positive but we have negative we need to accept them as they are because this is what makes assume even if that sometimes represents us as insane.
Please free to share your insane moments with me because we’re always in this together, in these unsettling times and it’s good to stick together all of us insane people.
I thought this was a funny meme, because I am going through this everyday and it doesn’t have to be shark week time.
I would like to say that women are so strong pulling the emotion together when we are out there in the world and trying to prove to everybody that everything is fine and we don’t need any help. But behind closed doors we can drop a spoon lets say and ball our eyes out.
For one today , I was super productive and around an hour ago I went to make some coffee for me and after I finished dI went to put the machine away and as I was putting down were it belongs I dropped it with full tank of water. I splashed water all over the wall and carpet with some speckles of coffee. I lost it! I cried like a baby while was trying to clean the floor and wall before it had any damage.
Often, people call women insane for crying too easily but in all reality we bottle so much and then boom the crying gates are open. I often hear the world crazy, too emotional just suck it up and move on. I don’t want to move on.
I WANT TO ACKNOWLEDGE MY FEELINGS. Yes, I know I am yelling , but I do want to say that it’s ok not feel good all the time and please take time to cry because without those feeling you probably be a psychopath or a sociopath ready to conquer the world.
So cry, let’s cry together because life is sad sometimes and crying for that dropped spoon gets you through the day, month , year fighting to get want you want(pregnancy, promotion saving that money for a big travel whatever it is ) then do it.
Stay strong together, cry together, laugh together with my stupid speeches.
The insanity of wanting something so much and then not getting it is heartbreaking.
Let me back up first so everybody get a context of what I am talking about. Motherhood, at some point a lot of women wants to be mothers, but not all are lucky enough to get pregnant straight away or not at all some times. Some have it experienced it and be heart broken each month when you see that all the symptoms you were having and thinking you were pregnant is just a bad case of the worst PMS of history again.
I am one of those women. I am not disappointed that I entered my shark week , but the anxiety of am or am I not before is ever wrecking. I talked about it too much with strangers that know me and I feel the pity in their eyes and the phrase “it will happen don’t worry”, it makes it all of a more heartbreaking.
So instead of going to a professional as I would normally do . I decided to write letters to myself of my feelings and weird psychological things I put myself to. Probably I am the most mondane person there is, but writing about it always helped me me more than talking it about it.
So here I am telling you sometimes monsterating is disappointing because you are not pregnant, but simply preparing for a new cycle.
I hope by writing those letters I would give a little lightness to the situation of trying to conceive and people will laugh, cry and be excited with me and maybe share your stories with me so we be in this together.
After reading the se7en deadly seals I thought to myself that would be pretty amazing to read more books from the same author. So I went on kindle and snatched this one.
This is a retelling of the classic snow white. It start’s with a betrayal from snow’s boyfriend and then slowly unfolds into a magical reverse harem menage of fairy tale. This is the first of three books of the series.
This book combines, romance, adventure, suspense, and enough plots twists to have you on swiping for the next page and read the story.
This book doesn’t disappoint, although it is a retelling it has a freshness to it that I did not except.
I figured I do one review for all seven books because I find it more appropriate and that way I won’t be giving too much away.
We start with the first book with our main character visiting her brother in prison and him saying that he didn’t kill that stripper. Mia (MFC) promising him that she try and exonerate him from those charges. She goes to her ex and asks for help but his to butthurt of the breakup and send her away.
Well, desperate as she was she goes undercover as a stripper into the SEALs world and try and find what actually happened.
Right, this is the start of the book, but let me tell you that the holly guacamole has blessed this author; this has blown my mind. I haven’t loved a book so much in ages. The characters, the suspense, the plot thickens as the book progresses.
I loved it! I would definitely suggest this book for people to read, it had every aspect of a good book but still wasn’t rushed.
So here is the link go ahead and buy it and read and then come back here and tell what you thought! https://amzn.to/2K0EdVZ
I come with another review and this book series left me wanting more. This is the first book of the series and it start awesomely.
One hell of a start
Wow! When I read the description I was a bit skeptical but let me tell you that I loved the start of this story. The Suspense and drive to save her brother. More secrets that need unmasking what will it happen. I am excited to read this series and see where the story takes us. For sure Mia is one hell of a character that is ballsy and goes for it to save the people she loves.
Here is the link of the book it’s free and you can see if you like the start I am gonna write the review for the whole series soon.
I have to say C.M.Stunich is one of my favorite reverse harem authors so far. There are great authors but she just dives in and gives you variety and other things that will slowly discuss in the upcoming reviews.
The secret Girl came about midway from the Burberry prep school series. I will start with the Adamson all-boys academy is the same universe with Burberry prep school which is amazing. I love books where they interconnect or is a chance to anyway, You can only dream, right? ( watching too many Marvel movies)
Anyway, our main FMC is going to go to all male school which she chooses to be dress like a boy so they don’t know she is a girl. She is starting to act weird because she doesn’t want to get discovered and that leads to her being bullied.
It is a much lighter bullying situation than the other book, but it was more of a suspense, spooky feeling to the story. Like a mystery.
I actually really enjoyed this book all mysterious and things.
I normally feel sorry for the bullied person but in this story, I feel the main character kinda deserved it because she was being an outright asshole about everything. Not that is an excuse to bully someone, but she was annoying.
If you like academy books with reverse harem into them this book is for you!