Mr. Sparkles took over my body

I had a great meeting with my group today and after the meeting finished he took over my body.

He said “Elektra I am sorry but you need to go to the super market. You need to start taking care of your body and your health.”

He took me shopping we didn’t spend a lot of money and we have enough food and veggies for a whole week.

Mr. Sparkles is changing my life and I cannot help it.

Mr. Sparkles

Hi Y’all,

 

I decided that will make up an alter ego. I choose my alter ego be Mr. Sparkles because Mr. Sparkle has no self-control and no shame and can say whatever he wants.

MR. Sparkles today is saying to everybody, get a little of not to give a f*ck sparkle dust because I will continue being awesome.

Relaxation? ??

What does it take to relax?

Go out of town? 

Not looking at emails? 

Not worring about projects ?

Put on the airplane mode? 

Meditate?

For me is going away and seeing my family… but always something happens and I get disturbed of my peace time!!! People smell that I need a time off and they do anything in their hand to stop it…

I feel I am a workaholic but I need to let go and stop doing things for people … my parter says gp out do sth get your mind of it! I simply can’t!  I will force myself to do it though cause I need some time out! 
What do you do for a time out? And if someone ruins it for you how do you seek it further?

Abandoned by Elisa Dane Book Review

 

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I really enjoyed this book. It wasn’t the typical YA book. It was little darker and maybe it could have been a reality to someone.

The characters were well put together and the story progressed nicely. It took long to read the book because I wanted to enjoy it and read all the events rather than be a blur.

The heroine was bad-ass , I love strong female characters in books. The things she been through oh my god I felt sorry for her. I was praying with her for someone to save her.

This book got me hooked. I would defiantly recommend it.

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Broken Brain?

I saved a praying mantis from my cat today and while I was doing that I had a thought why my brain feel so broken?

 

Meaning why am I so stressed and sad all the time? I have good things happening in my life, but every small and thing turn into a big drama day of crying for me.

Lately, I feel everyone hates me, and they want to destroy me. I know it is not true, but my head is messing up with me.

Honestly, I need a time-out.Time out from life, work, relationships, friendships I want to float into void and be surrounded by white light. Evey time I plan to do that something pulls me back to reality. All I need is 3 days away from every possible situation to just let the worries float out.

A Hairdresser and a Psychologist

Hi everybody,

 

Before you start reading, I would like to say this is my theory you might feel different, but this is how I view it.

 

I always find difficult to trust psychologists and hairdressers. They hold so much power.

The psychologists hold power to help you heal from within, and the hairdresser helps you improve from the outside. I mean imagine if you had the worst scenario in both situations you end crazier than before with bad hair to top it up. You can’t hide either of them.

Imagine if you had a good hairdresser and a psychologist then you shine like a diamond even if you not there yet mentally.

 

So I am here to warn you to choose wisely because with many options comes great responsibility for yourself.

Stay awesome people.

 

Ps. I had so many bad haircuts in my life that now when I find a good hairdresser I treat her like a queen they are a rare species.

The road to…

Hi everyone, 

Imagine  your life as a million of paths and strings and every step you make you create new path and you cut one string. Now you don’t know where you going because you are blind, but every step you make you think you making he right decision. 

Isn’t scary to be walking blind? And thinking you are making the right step to your happiness?  

I always think what about the other paths? Or how do I know that the step I am making it’s not predestined and I am just doing it thinking it’s free will. 

I mean there are millions of other parallel universes that I might be dead, rich, or famous. 

All I know I won’t stop trying to live the life I think it’s best for me. Even if it is hard. I will be proud of it in the end of the day. 

The art of stress eating and self-guilt

Hello beautiful people,

 

I bet you missed me. I tell you a secret I missed myself as well. I have been so busy lately that I forgot how to breathe or think straight.

So Let’s get to the post, shall we?

 

In order to eat badly make sure you are working 40 hours per week. Also, you are slumming yourself with full-time course work( FYI I started a new course called mental health and addictions.) plus volunteering and at the same time juggling a solo exhibition.

Now, of course, you are proud what you have accomplished so far, but let me tell you when the time comes and you have a schedule like that you just want to eat trash and feel guilty of not having time for yourself. After all that guilt, you eat some more trash and then wished you had time to go see your family, but instead of that you just fall into the abyss of freaking out and seeking advice from your awesome workmates.

 

Because they are so awesome they gave you half a day off and now you have the energy to fill those gaps of studying and more art making.

When you think is over do not worry, do it on repeat.

 

Yours Faithfully,

eating badly.