Insanity letter to me -insanity?

Hello humans,

Since I started writing here and admitting obsessive thoughts and feelings I started feeling a little better than before. That insanity feeling that I had about a month ago is gone.

Talking with my friends and family made me realise that those feelings were normal because it’s not just me feeling the world is going to collapse on top of my head. There are so many people out there that have the anxiety and these strange times.

I would like to say that you are not alone feeling insane all the time and have those feelings. Also, would like to make sure that you know it is ok to feel insane. we are humans and we are entitled to not feeling okay all the time, absolutely normal not to feel happy and cheery there are other feelings that exist not just positive but we have negative we need to accept them as they are because this is what makes assume even if that sometimes represents us as insane.

Please free to share your insane moments with me because we’re always in this together, in these unsettling times and it’s good to stick together all of us insane people.

From day to Day

In response to The Poetry of List-Making

From the day to day

I remind myself

live

breath

smile

sleep

From day to day

don’t hide under the table

From day to day

remind you that humans are annoying

From day to day

learn to let go

The What If Theory

I often find myself saying “what if I was going too fast, I could have been in an accident”  or “What if I walked there I could have been the one that got mugged”.

Anyway I say a lot What if’s and I stopped and thought; bloody hell I am a lucky gal cause, What if I didn’t write this post because bad things had happened to me?

 

On the bottom line, my message I am trying to say is: stop being reckless because is not worth risking others peoples life.

So What if we were all good people and cared for everybody?

Who knows? maybe in a parallel universe, they don’t have what ifs!

Side note: I have exciting news I have been asked to write for another blog as well so I have been busy! My reviews of books and movies going to transfer on that blog you can follow me there as well.

My Profile there with my posts : Elektra Bakhshov 

Feast a poem of fear

In response to daily prompt Feast

 

Fear for life

Endlessly scared

Aloof

Stagnant feelings

True to death

Fake promises

The thing I hate the most is promising something and not doing it. The worst part and the most unforgivable is offering  and not doing it or even make the effort to help when clearly the person that asked you needed you.

I do not understand why people offer help when they don’t want to. What’s the point? In the end, I am going to waste my time and energy for their broken promises.

Growing up means holding up the things you say and not change them because you do not feel like doing it anymore.

Man up and hold up the end of the bargain.

Yours sincerely ,

Your disappointed friend.

Cruel Beauty by Rosamund Hodge

 

Hello, readers!

 

Well, I have a guilty pleasure and that is Beaty and the beast stories.

 

So I will be beastly cruel 😛 (get it?)

Anyway, this books talks about a girl Nyx that her father sold her the demon lord!

The story is a classic beauty and the beast, but the setting is Roman- Greek mythology infused with demons. It sounds confusing, but since I am Greek and I am used at the mythology, I read it quite quickly.

The book overall was an easy read, I enjoyed it. The end though wasn’t so good. I felt it was rushed and the words were written just to be there and be done with the book.

There are other books like a series, but not the same characters. They just leave in the same “universe”. I am not reading the second book because I don’t like Cinderella that much. Maybe in the future will give it a shot.

Five stages of art

1. Yes, finally I am ready to do some art.
2. preparing everything because you want to be ready
3. nothing is actually working out because you fucked up a step
4. denial, blame everything and admit to no mistake
5. repeat.

The girl in Between by Laekan Zea Kemp

Hello,

 

Did you miss me? I sure did miss you guys and girls!!

I come back again with another review. I picked this book because it was free in Kiddle store and since I am broke and I wanted to deviate from my list again I thought I should ready someone new!

This book is about real-life “Sleeping beauty”, but the catch is that she has KLS (sleeping disease)  it only gets worst by the day. In the sleep state, she dreams which is unusual for this kind of illness. She meets a boy in the meantime and she tries to help him.

Well, I tell you the book kept me in suspense, but at the same time, I got a little agitated because it took so long to get to a resolution. I guess it’s a good thing. I wanted the story to progress faster than it did. So I don’t know if I am going to read the rest of the books! and see what happens with her illness and the boy.

I probably will, but not at this moment. It’s an easy read so go ahead and try it out.

Fork?

 

In creative response to the daily prompt fork

where are you thy love For the endless nights

over my heart lovers

running free

kneeling to confess thy love for you.

With a grain of salt

 

In response to daily prompt grain

When it comes to fortune telling take it with a grain of salt. They can say whatever they want, but the person that changes the future is you. You control your own destiny. Don’t let a possibility destroy your life. Make that possibility and change your life to better and not for worse.